I am always alone when I go out, and I used to have my teammates by my side, but during the five years when I left the team and went away, I really did it all by myself.

Min Yoongi had already gone back to Daegu before making that phone call to Jungkook. After seeing that his parents and brother were all in good health, he felt relieved and left without staying longer.

Sometimes he still thinks that he always said that if he could go back to 17 years old, he would definitely give up his music dream and obey his parents’ wishes to be a well-behaved and worry-free child.

What kind of person will Min Yoongi become if he doesn’t make music?

He will be a high school teacher with a low income but a stable life, and marry a gentle town girl.Will there be another one or two kids like him, who were passionate about music when they were young, and rapped with their immature voices?

Will I stay in that small city forever, like an unforgettable hometown dialect, and imprison myself in Daegu forever and ever?

The former Min Yoongi really thought this way, after all, there will be times when he gets bored of something he loves.At that time, BTS was entering a bottleneck period, and everyone seemed to have a heavy weight on their shoulders.

On stage, they can even pretend to be gentle and pleasant, so as not to bring pressure to the fans. Off stage, everyone seems to be the most ferocious beast in the jungle, with deep resentment towards the world in their eyes.

They invariably showed their ugliest sides to each other, as if they came home from a tiring day to see their closest family members, and they would uncontrollably speak the most vicious remarks if something went wrong.Obviously he didn’t think that way in his heart, but what he showed was extremely disgusting.

Min Yoongi still remembers the quarrel he had with Jung Hoseok until now. He is obviously the brother he loves very much and the member he admires the most, so how could he speak hurtful words.

They have always been gentle and soft-tempered, and only became strict during dance lessons. Their little hope didn’t hesitate to talk back.

At that time, Zheng Haoxi was participating in a dance competition in addition to the works that the team needed to complete. Even if BTS focused on business ability, it was still an idol group. Zheng Haoxi was born as an underground dancer. Not much.

And that dance competition included almost all the dance elites in South Korea, and even invited many foreign experts to the jury.For him, it is definitely a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.

But opportunity is one thing, and physical condition is another.The double pressure is accompanied by rapid weight loss and hair loss.At that time, Zheng Haoxi had almost reached the point where he could hardly bear it.

At that time, Min Yoongi was assigned by the company to take care of the children, and the fledgling junior group was not mature enough in creation. He had to be busy taking care of the team and at the same time he had to guide the children who trembled with fear whenever they saw him, which was also annoying. Terrible.

It’s not like he himself has lost weight after a lot of pressure. The return of fakelove in 17 is an excellent example.

To be honest, he didn’t feel anything at all at the time, but whenever he thought about it later, he had to admit that his emotional and mental state at that time was really abnormal.

So when he saw that Zheng Haoxi skipped his own meal in order to spare time to practice dancing, what he really said was sparkling.

“Losing weight is not your method, is it? Be careful to remove your make-up and make yourself worse than a ghost. Someone with a heart will use it to spread rumors that there is a drug addict|inhuman in our team.”

In fact, he already regretted saying this sentence, but the soreness and powerlessness that surged up all over his body made him tired of explaining.Of course, Zheng Haoxi choked back without any pause.

“I’m not as early as Yoongi and Namjoon, and I have more experience in writing; I’m also not as good as those three who are born with outstanding looks and deserve to be entertainers. Brother Yoongi, just hold your hands high and don’t talk to me.” .”

When the body and mind are exhausted to a certain extent, they often become extremely disgusted with what they have to do.

Such as getting along with the team members, such as writing lyrics and composing music.

But now he realizes that even if he is asked to start over countless times, he will still choose the same path as before.

At most, I will try my best to persuade my parents so that I will not let myself go through the most difficult four years again.

It had been a long time since he had felt the feeling of lying quietly next to someone he was familiar with. Lying in Jin Namjoon’s arms like this at this moment gave him an inexplicable sense of belonging.

Just sleep like this, at least for now, allow him to sink for a while.

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Crowding together with Kim Nam Joon, sleeping only under a small blanket ended up catching a cold, and the next day when we went to chat with Bang Shi Hyuk as usual, both of them kept sniffling.

Uncle Fang almost died laughing at the black lines on the faces of these two people.

“Why are you two still acting like that child when you’re both old? If this was when you were still in the regiment, I would have held a meeting to criticize the two of you for affecting the progress of work hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha…”

Min Yoongi had a cold expression on his face: “Fang Pang is wrinkled from a smile.”

Jin Namjoon had a serious face: “Fang is too ugly to smile.”

Fang Shihyuk smiled to himself and didn’t intend to hold back at all: “Hahahahaha ugly is ugly, you two are so interesting hahahahaha.”

Finally, when Fang Shihyuk had had enough of laughing, Min Yoongi personally handed him a cup of tea with a face that was as black as coal, and slowly watched him calm down.

“I have a comfortable bed at home, so I have to squeeze a small sofa in the studio. This is what you so-called seniors can do.” Fang Shihe took a sip of tea, shook his head and sighed, posing again The look of hating iron but not steel, “If you are an active boy group…”

Kim Namjoon interrupts him at the right moment “No, we’re not.”

How long has it been since the group disbanded, what is this fat man thinking.

Fang Shihe, who was mercilessly reprimanded, turned sideways while holding a teacup, and muttered in a low voice, “Sure enough, this child is going to turn the world upside down when he grows up. How did you all treat me in the past?” That’s the attitude.”

Min Yoongi silently turned his face away, not wanting to admit that the man in front of him, who looked like an old child, was the PD who once faced the opposition of all his relatives and friends and wanted to give them the best development environment for bts.

But to be honest, when they first came to the company, each of them was very respectful to each other.

Later Big Hit cultivated many excellent teams, but no one else could be like them, and they could get along with Bang Si Hyuk like buddies in the end.

We got through the hardest years together, but it will be different in any way.

In fact, Bang Shi Hyuk himself was quite excited when Min Yoongi came back this time.It had been a long time since he had sat down with an artist under his hands so frankly.This is a kind of comfort that I don’t even have when chatting with Kim Namjoon or Jungkook.

There is no conflict of interest, no obvious mutual restraint of the superior-subordinate relationship, such a simple feeling of sitting down and talking, I have not felt it for many years.

Fang Shihyuk looked at Min Yoongi with emotion, and felt that he should thank him.

“By the way, Yoongi, did you go to Jimin’s dance class to see him?” After sitting for half a day, chatting from the beginning to the end of the bts team, Fang Shihyuk shook his muscles and felt comfortable, and suddenly remembered such a thing. Pile things.

“That kid seldom approaches anyone proactively, but in fact he really longs to be accepted by others.” He was silent for a while, then took out a cigarette and lit it.

Amidst the smog, Kim Namjoon also silently lowered his head and added, “Although no one has mentioned it for so many years, he must really miss Yoongi brother.”

Back then when Jungkook’s agent made such an incident, even though Kim Namjoon himself had never done anything to make things worse, he and Jungkook did not have their own family after all, and they belonged to the same company.

If Tian Jungkook loses to Park Jimin, it will do him no good at all.

And Fang Shihyuk, as a shareholder of the company, is more of a businessman than a relationship.Of course, nothing will be done that will harm the interests of the company.

These people, it seems that they don’t favor any side, but in fact they are very clear that they have become accomplices invisibly.It’s not just fans who yell and scold online that can seal off all the outlets of a star, but also the indifference of their insiders.

So for so many years, I have missed that clear and bright boy very much, and I really want to run to meet him, but in the end I feel shameless and can’t take that step.

Min Yoongi pursed his lips, never expecting that he would face this problem so soon.

In fact, Jungkook and Park Jimin definitely did a lot more than him and Kim Namjoon when it came to the romance in the team.

Maybe it’s a younger relationship after all, and the two of them can’t stop the firewood.If it wasn’t for his status as an idol star, he probably would have wished to clamor for the two of them to be together all over the world.

High-spirited and youthful, who would have thought that one day he would be completely on the opposite side.

It’s true that Jungkook didn’t leave a way out for himself, but Jimin obviously didn’t think about coming back at all.

Although Min Yoongi doesn’t know why the two little ones broke up, but he still thinks he understands the children who grew up watching him.Just based on Tian Jungkook’s relentless revenge, the breakup must have been proposed by Park Jimin.

On the day he first returned to Seoul, everyone seemed to have let go of their suspicions, sitting together drinking and chatting, but only he knew the gap in his heart and the depth of his thoughts behind it.

Min Yoongi remembered the day they all got together again, obviously Park Jimin had a better drinking capacity in comparison, because he had not been an idol for many years, and he had a better stomach.But Tian Jungkook was still secretly blocking the drink for him.

It’s like when I was in love, the first time I fell in love, I was stupid and didn’t know how to treat my little brother well.Seeing that Park Jimin was injured, he became so anxious that he couldn’t think of looking for a doctor. The brothers who were rushed to help stood aside alone, hanging their heads and crying.

“At first, I was thinking about when to visit him. Since I mentioned it here…then I will go there in the afternoon.”