“I remember it.” The first banquet suddenly asked about this matter, and Zhao Ji answered hesitantly, not because she couldn’t remember clearly, it was an experience that had always been deeply in her mind, and it was naturally impossible for her to forget it.The reason for her hesitation was the dream she had the night before.
What a coincidence, she just had such a dream, dreaming about the severe drought in Jingzhou that year – although the situation in the dream is very different from her previous experience – but the scene of hell on earth is very real and familiar .She was a little concerned about that dream, and Wei Chuyan mentioned that period of time to her for the first time after so many years.One must know that before this, the two of them had never discussed what happened at that time. Zhao Ji didn’t want to look back, and Wei Chuyan didn’t want to reveal the past that would make Zhao Ji feel painful.
But at this moment Wei Chuyan suddenly mentioned it. Is this a pure coincidence?
“Let’s start from there.”
Zhao Ji was stubborn, and left Wei Chuyan’s arms after going to bed. At this time, there were two fists between her and her, and the two of them covered the same quilt.She looked at Wei Chuyan, the woman’s side face had soft lines, her lips were well-shaped, and was a little dry due to the high heat. She lowered her head, and the moonlight broke through the dark clouds again, shining on her body, with a quiet and gentle appearance.
“At that time you found out that I was a superb Qianyang Lord, and you lost your temper with me.” Thinking about the past, thinking of the lovely and pitiful girl at that time, a trace of nostalgia gradually appeared on Wei Chuyan’s face.
Zhao Ji thought of the same thing as her. At that time, she was hugging him, crying and refusing to let go. She smiled unconsciously, and then thought that she was still angry at the moment, and hurriedly put on a straight face.
“I remember I told you that before I arrived in Yulin, although I was not differentiated, I made some preparations for some reasons. The main reason was to wait until I was differentiated, so that I could hide my grade as soon as possible.”
“Yes, at that time you said that you had a split when you were ten years old, and there were signs of splitting into a masterpiece. Although you failed later, you always felt that you still had some chances.”
Zhao Ji’s memory is very good, Wei Chuyan just started, she recalled fluently, Wei Chuyan was listening, nodding from time to time.As he was talking, Zhao Ji suddenly looked at her with a bit of astonishment in his eyes: “Isn’t it because you lied to me?”
Wei Chuyan didn’t speak, but her silence already said everything.Zhao Ji gritted his teeth and was stunned for a moment, then suddenly lifted the quilt like lightning, and was about to jump out of the bed, but Wei Chuyan had already guarded against her, grabbed her waist with his long arm, and pulled her into the bed. arms.
“You—I hate you, you don’t have a word of truth in your mouth! I don’t want to listen to you!”
At this moment, Zhao Ji’s trust in Wei Chuyan had indeed been exhausted, she felt aggrieved and sad, kicked a few times in the air with her slender legs, and stretched out her hand to break Wei Chuyan’s hand clasped around her waist.
“No, it’s not necessarily true if you say it’s a deception. It’s true to me! At least half of it is true!”
Wei Chuyan was afraid that she wouldn’t listen, so he said something loudly, seeing that Zhao Ji’s struggle was weakening, he hurriedly emphasized: “It’s true, it’s true, don’t get excited, listen to me obediently.”
She coaxed Zhao Ji soundly, very patiently.
Zhao Ji curled up in her arms and did not move.
“When I was ten years old, I was differentiated. The differentiation was actually very successful. I became a superb Qianyang Lord, and my family was ecstatic about it for a while. But the good times didn’t last long. Not long after, I was poisoned. Then People wanted to poison me to death, but my aptitude was so good that I saved my life, but as a price, my aptitude was also crippled, a top-ranking Qianyang Lord is worse than a low-ranking Qianyang Lord.” Wei Chuyan slowly Said that these things are the reality of what she experienced, but after many years, she mentioned it again, and all emotions faded.
The joy and ambition when she was differentiated into a peerless product are gone, and the blind eyes and subsequent setbacks she suffered after being deposed are not so sad. After more than ten years and two lives, she can now calmly The mood is to look at the original.
Zhao Ji asked sensitively: “Is it someone from my family who poisoned you?”
Wei Chuyan touched her head, but didn’t answer her. This topic is too sensitive, and it hurts both parties.
“However, differentiation and undifferentiation are different. Even if your aptitude is abolished, you should not show an undifferentiated state in Yulin. At the same time, since you have been differentiated, how can you have a second differentiation?”
Wei Chuyan just started, and Zhao Ji was full of questions. She asked one by one, and every one of them hit the key point of the matter, which made Wei Chuyan proud and at a loss.
This is the person she likes, sensitive and intelligent.
But at the same time, this also means that it is really difficult for her to hide some things from Zhao Ji.
There were many emotions in the black eyes, and the white jade-like fingers pressed Zhao Ji’s lips. It took no effort, but the girl stopped talking suddenly.Wei Chuyan hugged her like a whisper between lovers: “Don’t be too hasty, listen to me, after I finish, maybe you will understand.”
The clear and gentle voice poured down like running water, Zhao Ji felt her whole body was a little numb, she lowered her head, and lightly bit Wei Chuyan’s finger, which made Wei Chuyan tremble.
“Later, I couldn’t stay at home anymore, and traveled for several years, and finally settled in Chang’an.”
Zhao Ji’s head was full of doubts.
“I became a small official, a small official who recorded agricultural affairs. Later, I gradually improved, and gradually rose to a good position.” The “good” in Wei Chuyan’s mouth is not only good?At that time, the memorials of the dynasty had to go through her hands before reaching the emperor’s eyes, which was considered a moment of glory.
Among the people who wanted her to die later, there were also people who kept their eyes on this position.
“Later, some things happened, many things happened, about the vassal states, about the eldest prince, I was in a whirlpool, I couldn’t get out, and then I died.”
Hearing this, Zhao Ji couldn’t bear it any longer. He turned around and covered Wei Chuyan’s mouth, and quickly retorted: “The more you talk, the more outrageous you are! You have been my companion for these years. When will you Did you take care of farming again? Now you can take control of the Northern Army step by step, so how can you climb up step by step? Also, you are clearly in front of me, what vortex? What death?” Weiliang Ye, Zhao But Ji’s forehead was covered with cold sweat, because he was frightened by Wei Chuyan!
Wei Chuyan hugged her and asked her to straddle him.She knew that what she said was too unbelievable, and there must be a reason for Zhao Ji to understand and accept it.
She had already thought about this reason.
“Just think it happened in a dream.”
Zhao Ji looked at her in panic, his body trembling a little: “Dream? What happened in the dream—”
She wanted to say why the things in the dream were real, but suddenly she remembered that extremely realistic dream. Didn’t the dream end with Wei Chuyan’s death?
Her words came to an abrupt end.
“Who says dreams can’t be real? Maybe it’s a warning from ghosts and gods, or maybe it’s God’s pity. I had such a dream and saw my final end, so I subconsciously began to change the trajectory of my life. Among them There are also some things that don’t coincide with the dream, for example, I didn’t differentiate at the age of ten, but I still made preparations, which is why I was able to hide my aptitude in the first place.”
Wei Chuyan completely opened up the conversation and revealed everything, but she knew very well that it was not a dream, it was reality.But what can be accepted by Zhao Ji and what can be said by her can only be a dream.
Let’s just say it’s a dream.I’ve told you everything I can say, Zhao Ji, do you want to believe me?
This question turned in Wei Chuyan’s mind, but she didn’t ask it.
“Later, there were more and more changes. I no longer followed the track in my dream. You know everything about me. This is the truth.”
“Wait. I want, I need to think about it.”
Zhao Ji called out to her in confusion.Sitting on her, biting his lip, frowning and fisting, he didn’t know what he was thinking.
Wei Chuyan leaned against the head of the bed, and his eyes were a little empty.
If Wei Chuyan had said these words earlier, Zhao Ji would not have believed a word.She believes in what her eyes can see and what should exist in the world, but she is not superstitious about ghosts and gods. Of course, she never regards things in dreams as real—or real that may happen.
However, perhaps because of the influence of that dream, Zhao Ji felt that something was wrong with him.She originally thought that what Wei Chuyan said about life to death was of course false, but when Yan told her that it was a dream, Zhao Ji suddenly believed it.
Because she also saw a very long and very realistic thing in her dream.
Is that a dream?She had never had such a dream, it seemed like something that happened in real life, it made her feel like she was in it, and her emotions were easily pulled up.Even after waking up from the dream, she could still recall everything in the dream.
Have such a dream?
She didn’t know, but if this dream was like Wei Chuyan’s dream, a refraction of reality, or a desire to speak about the future, then it would make sense if it was real.
Thinking hard, Zhao Ji suddenly thought of something, she swallowed, and asked Wei Chuyan dryly: “You, how did you die in that dream?”
Wei Chuyan was a little surprised, she thought Zhao Ji would think that what she said was nonsense, but Zhao Ji’s performance overturned her thinking.
“Tell me… this question is very important to me.”
Zhao Ji was about to cry, she grabbed Wei Chuyan’s moon white coat, as if waiting for a punishment: “Don’t hide it, don’t worry that I can’t bear it, just tell me, in that dream, you How did you die?”
Wei Chuyan was really stunned by her question, it was as if she knew that Wei Chuyan died a miserable death.
Otherwise, why would you say something like “Don’t worry, I can’t stand it”?
“Say it.” Zhao Ji wiped away tears.
Wei Chuyan really said: “I was punished in prison and killed myself by biting my tongue.”
She tried her best to speak lightly, and did not mention how miserable her situation was at that time, but Zhao Ji had already seen it.Through these words, she saw the woman who was lying in the gloomy prison cell with scars and lifeless.
It turns out that dreams and reality are really intertwined.
She threw herself into Wei Chuyan’s arms and burst into tears.
The author has something to say: When Ah Ji was dreaming, none of you would have thought that this would end up like this!
(Writing here contentedly, go to sleep, everyone, please comment, please ask for nutrition solution, I love you)
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