“I’ll go out for a while.” Li Sui ran out almost throwing away his armor.
Yan Ke laughed loudly, and said, “Why is your kid so innocent?”
Looking at his back, Lu Shang bent the corners of his mouth in a good mood.
There was a sea breeze blowing slowly on the deck, drying the hot sweat on his forehead, Li Sui held on to the railing, rubbing his lips back and forth with his index finger.His brain seemed to be set to an automatic cycle, repeatedly recalling the cool and moist touch between his lips and teeth just now, sweet, soft, with a hint of coldness and strangeness, that was the taste of Lu Shang.He couldn’t help laughing in the sea breeze, like a dream, all this was real, Lu Shang kissed him, and they kissed, as if their long-cherished wish for many years had been fulfilled, they were so excited that they didn’t know what to do.
Li Sui turned his head, the lights of the cruise ship were like individual stars in the endless sea, the repulsion and anxiety of boarding the ship for the first time turned into sweetness at this time, even the flattering laughter of the bunny girls was no longer annoying, his memory instantly The room has been completely washed and turned into a beautiful place.
Catalyzed by the sea breeze, he couldn’t help but have a little delusional thought. Could it be that Lu Shang also liked him a little bit, even if it was only a little bit, was there anything special about him in Lu Shang’s heart?
Probably everyone who is in love is like this, always spurning their own sentimentality, but at the same time can’t help but catch clues from the other party’s words to support their own assumptions.Knowing that it is wishful thinking, but still unable to let go of the one in ten thousand possibility, this mediocre ambivalence is vividly manifested in Li Sui.
He couldn’t help but recall that Lu Shang had always taken extra care of him, that person was always gentle, caring, with a slight smile, and looked at him with infinite softness and tolerance… Li Sui Dazed for a moment, he quickly restrained this dangerous thought, really dizzy, how could he have such an unrealistic delusion.
It seems that Lu Shang was indeed too kind to him, so good that he almost forgot that the relationship between them was purely a nurturing relationship.No, there is less lust than nurturing, but more gentleness, which is more like adoption. Lu Shang really treats him like a child.They sleep together in the same bed every day, if they really have any thoughts about him, how could it be possible that they have not shown any interest in him for so long.
Thinking of this, Li Sui’s excitement gradually calmed down, and when the sea breeze blew, he even began to feel depressed.There were sudden ups and downs in his mood, and he gradually felt a little tired.
After coming out for too long, he rubbed his face, turned around, and stopped.
Lu Shang was lazily leaning against the mast with a glass of sparkling wine in his hand, staring at him with a half-smile. Looking at his posture, he didn’t know how long he stood there.
“You, why did you come out?” Li Sui stammered, thinking that his stupidity just now was very likely to be caught in the eyes of others, and the blush that had just receded immediately had a tendency to surface again.
Lu Shang handed him the wine with one hand: “What are you thinking?”
“I didn’t think about anything.” Li Sui replied, and buried his face in the cup. The taste of the wine was not strong, and juice was added in it, which made the taste refreshing.He drank half a glass, and through the glass, he saw Lu Shang with his back against the sea, his elbows resting on the railing, his head raised, revealing his sexy Adam’s apple, and the sea breeze messed up his bangs and brushed across his tall nose .
If you look closely, Lu Shang’s appearance doesn’t look like a traditional Chinese. His face is more three-dimensional, and his pupils are clearer. Li Sui couldn’t take his eyes off it. It took him a long time to swallow the sparkling wine in his mouth, and asked: “Are you half-breed?”
Lu Shang turned his head and glanced at him: “Why do you ask that?”
Because you are so good-looking, Li Sui said in his heart, but he said: “I always feel that it is not against harmony for you to stand with these foreigners on the boat.”
“Maybe,” Lu Shang smiled lightly, “I don’t know.”
This answer caught Li Sui by surprise. Lu Shang never said a word about things that Lu Shang didn’t want to tell him, but what he said was that he didn’t know. Li Sui remembered that he had never heard of Lu Shang’s mention for so long. Parents, they knew that there was probably something in it, so they wisely didn’t ask any more.
“Speaking of which, I have to go home next month.” Lu Shang closed his eyes and thought for a while, “You can go with me.”
“What to do?”
“Tomb sweeping.”
Lu Shang opened his eyes: “It’s my father’s death day.”
Slightly surprised, but Li Sui didn’t say anything, seeing Lu Shang lost in deep thought, he remained silent for a moment.
There were lights and festoons on the cruise ship, and the sound of exclamation and laughter came out of the cabin, as if there was an echo.The two of them quietly blew the sea breeze on the bow for a while, and when they were about to go back, Yan Ke suddenly ran down from the deck on the second floor. When he saw the two of them, he immediately came to grab Lu Shang.
“Come, come, do me a favor.”
Li Sui blocked the outstretched arm, stepped between the two of them, and stopped Yan Ke’s movement: “Brother Yan, what’s the matter, let me do it for you.”
“You can’t do it for me,” Yan Ke looked very anxious, and looked at Lu Shang, “The son of the Sima family lost a bet and committed suicide, crying and shouting. His elders, persuade him to go.”
When Lu Shang heard this, he didn’t move, but instead asked, “Is it the eldest son or the younger son?”
“Of course it’s the eldest son. The younger son is so favored now, losing a few money is nothing.”
Lu Shang paused for a moment, but followed. Li Sui felt that Lu Shang didn’t really want to meddle in this nosy business, but he had to do it after weighing the pros and cons due to the relationship of interests.Thinking about it, Lu Shang was really not an enthusiastic person, it was an exception for him to bring Li Sui back to save his life.
Walking through the corridor, there are already many people around the deck, and five or six hovercrafts are placed in the sea, floating close to the hull, the surroundings are very noisy, everyone’s eyes are focused on the young man hanging from the railing, he is dressed in white, full of Her face was full of tears, and she looked about the same age as Li Sui.
“Don’t come here, I’ll really jump if you come here again!” The young man roared, Xuanxuan loosened his grip on the railing by two more points, and the people around immediately let out a sound of obstruction and sighs.
Human life is at stake, and the staff in charge of security did not dare to slack off, and immediately set up a protective pad on the ship.This railing was about three stories high from the ground. It was originally a ladder for hanging lanterns, but somehow he climbed it up. The deck was made of solid steel plates.
“Sima Jingrong!” Yan Ke raised his head and shouted, “Look who is here, your Uncle Lu is here, tell him if you have any difficulties, don’t be impulsive!”
Lu Shang had a rare headache expression on his face. After thinking for a while, he raised his head and said to him, “I’ll lend you how much money I lost.”
If it wasn’t for the inappropriate occasion, Li Sui would have burst out laughing. What kind of persuasion is this? board here.
When Sima Jingrong heard his words, his face turned even paler, and he shouted: “I don’t want your money, you are just like my father, you are not a good person, you all want me to die!”
Li Sui lowered his face, his eyes turned cold.
Lu Shang didn’t show any emotion, he just asked, “What happened to you?”
As expected, Sima Jingrong was still a child at heart, and he had just scolded him, so he was probably still guilty, crying even harder, and couldn’t finish his sentence: “I…he took all the money my mother left me, He wished I were dead so that he could leave the shares in the company to Sima Yan, since the vixen gave birth to his son, am I not his son?”
When most people heard this, most of them knew what was going on. As the saying goes, a family’s ugliness should not be publicized. Not only did this kid show it without any scruples, he also made a scene known to everyone, and he was so innocent that he didn’t even have the slightest plan.The Sima family has always had little family affection, and the smell of copper is stronger than that of human kindness. It is not without reason that his father prefers the younger son.
“You can’t solve the problem even if you lie there, come down first, we will find a solution for you!” Yan Ke shouted.
“What can I do? My dad doesn’t love me at all. I can’t do anything better than his youngest son. He will be satisfied only after I die!”
Lu Shang felt quite helpless. Persuading people was indeed not his specialty. Fundamentally, his philosophy was different. He didn’t like to use his own point of view to force others, and he didn’t like to persuade others to change their minds. If someone is determined to commit suicide, he will probably just nod and say “Remember to deal with the aftermath”.
Li Sui watched coldly from the sidelines, with an unfriendly expression on his face. Lu Shang then noticed him. He usually didn’t pay attention. Now when he compared it with his peers, he realized that Li Sui was really worry-free, sensible and well-behaved. Being responsible, for such a long time, I don’t know how much trouble I have saved him virtually.He’s not afraid to admit that, given his fear of noise, if Li Sui had Sima Jingrong’s personality, he might pick it up and throw it out the next day.
Lu Shang looked at the crying person on the railing, and thought to himself, how could there be such a difference in the age of eighteen or nineteen.
“Then you should dance.”
Everyone was taken aback, and their eyes focused on the young man who was speaking in the crowd.
Li Sui stood beside Lu Shang, arms crossed, looking like he was watching a good show.
“Li Sui.” Yan Yan hurriedly stopped him with words.
Li Sui only glanced at Lu Shang, saw that Lu Shang hadn’t spoken, and said, “In this world, some people want to live even if they try their best. You said you were going to die so easily, why is your life so bad?” Is it worth money?”
Yan Ke was stunned, and even Lu Shang showed a look of surprise on his face. Seeing Li Sui seemed to be relaxed, but was actually pinching his bleeding hand, after thinking about it, he almost guessed the reason for his coming out.
Li Sui was actually angry. Hearing Sima Jingrong’s bastard words, somehow he recalled in his mind that day when he woke up from a nightmare and saw Lu Shang insisting on taking medicine despite swallowing pain.On the other hand, the one who committed suicide, it was the first time he was so disgusted with a person’s words and deeds, like hundreds of words lice were jumping wildly on his forehead at the same time, he couldn’t bear it for a second.
There was no sound on deck.
“If you think it’s worthwhile to die, then you jump, we will definitely not follow you, you see if everyone regrets it, or treats you as a joke.”
Yan Ke reacted, Li Sui’s slap was too hard, he had to quickly feed a candy, and hurriedly said: “Jingrong, there is nothing that cannot be solved, you come down first and we will talk slowly, you are not doing it for your father. Living alone, you are so young, you must have your own family, right? Think about your mother, she was so dangerous when she gave birth to you, and she would rather sacrifice herself to give birth to you. If you do this, she knows that How would it feel?”
The two took turns to fight, like a shot in the arm, Sima Jingrong shook violently and stopped crying.Seeing this, Lu Shang immediately beckoned to the security guards on both sides to climb the ladder to rescue him.
The crowd began to surge around, but Yan Ke was a warm-hearted person, running back and forth to direct the security guards to save people.Seeing that Sima Jingrong had no intention of committing suicide, Lu Shang relaxed his shoulders and turned to look for Li Sui.
Li Sui took advantage of the flow of people and retreated outside the cabin, squatting on the deck idly, seeing him approaching, said in a low voice: “Did I cause you trouble?”
Lu Shang smiled: “No.”
Lu Shang was not a sentimental person by nature, his emotions were like washed rocks, the edges and corners had already been smoothed, any emotion seemed soft and slow to him.Li Sui’s words, like a shard of glass under the clear sky, lightly punched a hole in this ball of cotton.
Sima Jingrong, who was rescued, was crying all the time. A woman at the side handed him sugar water. He hiccupped while drinking, and sobbed for a long time before he stopped.Li Sui followed Lu Shang through the crowd and got off the boat. Sima Jingrong raised his head and glanced at him when he got sideways. His eyes met with complicated expressions.
The sea breeze blew over, and there was a hint of alcohol in the air, Li Sui kept walking, followed behind Lu Shang, without turning back.
When I went back at night, Li Sui was still unhappy. When Lu Shang came out of the bathroom, seeing that he was still in a daze, looking like an ostrich wishing to bury his head in the floor, he couldn’t help but sighed softly, and pulled him to him.
“Still thinking about what happened just now?”
Li Sui was depressed, shook his head and did not speak.
Lu Shang squeezed his hand and said to him: “Li Sui, it’s okay, sooner or later I will…”
“Don’t talk about that.” Li Sui interrupted, stepping forward to hug him.
The movement was violent, and his chest hurt a little from the impact. Lu Shang endured it, didn’t say anything, and only raised his hand to pat him on the back lightly.
Li Sui buried his head in his clothes, and said sullenly, “I’m a little tired, Lu Shang, can I hug you and sleep for a while?”
Lu Shang noticed that he didn’t use an honorific name, but called him by his name directly. He usually didn’t care about these formalities, and he didn’t care too much. He nodded and led the person to the bedside.