Li Sui didn’t know what was wrong, since he left Lu’s house, his heart was like a fish out of water, anxious and anxious, every cell in his body was clamoring to go back quickly, go back quickly, as if if he didn’t go back immediately, he would Will miss something that makes him regret for the rest of his life.

Li Sui has always been an extremely rational person, but this time, he decided to disobey Lu Shang once due to an impulse that came from nowhere.

That night, he flew back to Lu’s house with a paper ticket. It was late at night when he left the airport, and he didn’t know what he was in a hurry. Home away from home.

On the way, the driver saw that he was full of anxiety, and couldn’t help being curious: “Little comrade, what are you going to do in Lu’s other courtyard? I heard that something happened there this morning.”

Upon hearing this, Li Sui immediately became concerned: “What’s the matter?”

“I don’t know, it seems that someone has a sudden illness, and two ambulances came to take him away.”

Li Sui was stunned for a moment, then reached for the phone with trembling hands, but it slipped twice because of the shaking so much, he managed to get through, but no one answered, he switched to calling the landline at home, but still no one answered .

“No…how could…”

Li Sui’s breathing was stagnant, his back was sweating violently, he was so nervous that he couldn’t speak clearly: “Master, master, drive faster, drive faster.”

The driver was also frightened by his reaction. He didn’t dare to say any more and stepped on the accelerator.

Li Sui got out of the car, dropped the money and ran home, rushed into the yard, the inside was in a mess, the lawn at the door was pressed with two wheel marks, the tires were not the family’s car at first glance.His mind was buzzing, and he ran upstairs like crazy. The house was the same as usual, but it was dark and there was no one there. Lu Shang’s usual wheelchair was crooked in the corner of the living room, and it was empty.

“Lu Shang…” Li Sui was trembling all over, threw away his luggage, and drove to Rieger in the backyard.

Along the way, he stared wide-eyed and stared blankly ahead. He didn’t remember how many red lights he ran, and he didn’t remember whether he was going in the wrong direction. All his consciousness was blocked by the news of Lu Shang’s accident.

There was a dead silence in the corridor, so quiet that the ticking of the clock could be heard.

There were quite a few people standing outside the operating room, Uncle Yuan, Aunt Lu, several familiar nurses… even Zuo Chao and Xu Weilan were there, all of them looked solemn.

The elevator door opened suddenly, everyone turned their heads and saw that it was Li Sui who came, they subconsciously gasped, Aunt Lu directly turned her eyes away, unable to bear to look at this scene.

“Where’s Lu Shang?” He asked in a daze, his eyes swept over everyone.

“Still rescued inside.” After a long while, I don’t know who broke the silence.

“He…” Li Sui’s voice was choked up and trembling, “What’s wrong with him…”

“His cardiac arrest is still being rescued. The situation is worse than expected. It may be…”

The man didn’t say any more.

Li Sui looked at him, and it took him a long time to digest this sentence, then turned his head to look at the people in the corridor, and after a while, he burst out laughing inexplicably, his eyes were red from laughing: “So…you all know… …”

“I just don’t know…” He smiled, standing alone in the middle of the corridor, tears fell.

Xu Weilan couldn’t stand it anymore, and walked over to comfort him: “Calm down, he doesn’t want you to worry.”

“Why did he drive me away at this time, I’m like a fool…” Li Sui shook his head, unable to listen at all, the emotions that had been suppressed all the way burst out suddenly, his eyes were red and bloodshot, and the veins on his forehead also burst out .

“Little Lizi, don’t do this.” Zuo Chao also persuaded.

“Why didn’t I see it…” Li Sui was overwhelmed by strong self-blame, squatted down, and hit his temples, “Why didn’t I see it…”

He recalled last night, Lu Shang’s strange expression, and the reluctance and nostalgia in his eyes at night, even before he went out in the morning, Lu Shang’s voice called out, obviously he should pay attention, obviously he should See it.That’s not reluctance, that’s farewell.

The door of the operating room was suddenly opened, and Liang Zirui walked out with a frosty complexion and bloody hands.When Li Sui saw him, he recovered a little bit of reason, and hurried forward: “How is he…”

Liang Zirui was both surprised and had a headache. He remembered that Lu Shang had dismissed Li Sui, and he didn’t know why the kid ran back.

“His heart can no longer function normally, and we are trying to figure out a way.” Liang Zirui was also anxious for a while.

After hearing this, Li Sui looked at him for a moment, then fixed on himself, pointed to his heart anxiously: “Here.”

Seeing that Liang Zirui ignored him, he forcefully pulled Liang Zirui’s hand on his chest, his tone was almost begging: “Use my heart, use my heart to do a heart transplant for him…”

“It’s too late.” Liang Zirui withdrew his hand, showing a look of compassion.

Li Sui seemed unable to understand, and stared at Liang Zirui for a long time, with sharp questioning in his eyes.

“He has signed the consent form for Leon’s operation,” Liang Zirui said, “and made a statement in his will that if I adopt your heart, all Rieger’s research funds will be withdrawn.”

“Will?” Li Sui caught the key word, his lips trembled slightly, staring at him, and repeated word by word, “Will?”

Liang Zirui frowned, and his headache got worse, why did he just slip up.

“When will he even have a will…” Li Sui was deeply shocked.

“Li Sui…” Liang Zirui felt uncomfortable and called him twice, but Li Sui’s eyes were dull, as if he was completely immersed in his own world and lost his response to the outside world.

“I…” Li Sui bowed and hugged his head, clutching his hair desperately, clenching his teeth, as if he was in great pain.This reaction was really scary, Uncle Yuan was about to step forward to comfort him, when Li Sui leaned over and took two steps forward, then suddenly vomited violently while holding the corner of the wall.

“Oh, this…” Aunt Lu hurried to get water.

Liang Zirui’s expression darkened.

After he vomited, he just leaned on the wall to stand firm, when a strong wind flashed by his ears, he only felt a pain in the back of his neck, his eyes darkened, and he passed out.

Li Sui fell to the ground with a muffled sound, everyone looked at Liang Zirui behind him in astonishment, the latter withdrew the knife in his hand, shook his hand in pain, and said solemnly to the nurse beside him, “Give him tranquility.”

Uncle Yuan was worried and quickly stopped him: “Doctor Liang.”

Liang Zirui frowned, and patiently explained: “He is overstressed and has already caused a physiological reaction, so he must be stabilized.”

……

The surrounding area was very noisy, there were people coming in and out all the time, and some people were arguing vaguely, Li Sui seemed to have just climbed up from the deep sea, with a severe headache and extremely heavy eyelids.

Over the years, he has been having a dream repeatedly, dreaming that Lu Shang left, or dreaming that Lu Shang died on the operating table.It is often said that dreams are an insinuation of what a person desires or fears the most. In the heart of Li Sui, who has been tortured by nightmares repeatedly, Lu Shang’s illness has long been his demon.

He hides this inner demon, and he is worried every day, even in his sleep, he doesn’t dare to let go.He was smiling and concealed it perfectly, but he just forgot to leave an exit for himself, so that when this demon became a reality, he couldn’t bear it, and his spirit was on the verge of collapse.

Li Sui opened his eyes from the chaos, and there was glaring light coming in from outside the room. He squinted his eyes, feeling like he had another nightmare. He closed his eyes as usual and turned over.

One after another, the flood of memories broke through the prison of thinking, pouring in large pieces from his head. Li Sui gradually felt a throbbing pain in his heart, and shook his hands to hold his head, trying to fall asleep again.Just like the countless nightmares before, as long as you fall asleep and wake up again, all the bad things will dissipate.

“It’s useless to escape.” A voice suddenly sounded in my ear.

Li Sui was shocked all over, opened his eyes, and looked at him absent-mindedly.

Liang Zirui leaned over to look at him, and said seriously: “Listen, Lu Shang is very dangerous, his heartbeat is very weak, I have mobilized all resources to rescue him, I can’t take care of two people alone, if you want me to Focus on him and take care of yourself.”

After hearing this, Li Sui blinked, sat up propped up, and shook his head.

It could be seen that he was trying to adjust his emotions, Liang Zirui actually couldn’t bear it, Li Sui was still a child at his age.During these years with Lu Shang, he found it difficult to be a doctor, not to mention the pillow people who get along day and night. Now that so many things have happened, it is really embarrassing for him to accept them all at once.

He couldn’t help slowing down his tone, and comforted him: “It’s not yet time to go to the funeral. The good news is that Lu Shang has a strong sense of survival. My uncle and I are working hard to help him stabilize the situation, and Leon is also coming to China. On the way, he is not fighting alone in this matter, we will all help him.”

After hearing this, Li Sui’s eyes rolled with emotion: “What can I do?”

“Take care of yourself, just take care of the Lu family.”

Li Sui endured the discomfort, nodded, and couldn’t help but ask for a while, “Does Lu Shang know that the success rate of the operation is only 10%?”

Liang Zirui: “He knows.”

Seeing Li Sui looking at him deeply, he added: “The consent form for the operation was signed when he was fully aware of the risks of the operation, and the reason why he dismissed you is because he doesn’t want you to do anything to hurt yourself for him. Can you understand his intentions?”

Listening to his words, Li Sui’s eyes were red, holding back tears, he kept nodding.

Liang Zirui felt a burst of relief, and walked over to give him a hug: “Good boy, Lu Shang really wants to live and spend the rest of his life with you, so he’s going to bet on this.” 10%, even he has worked so hard to fight for the future of the two of you, from now on, you don’t want to think about heart transplants anymore, okay?”

Li Sui choked with sobs and nodded: “…Okay.”

A nurse knocked on the door: “Director Liang, President Liang asked you to replace him.”

“Just come.”

Before leaving, Li Sui called him to stop: “You will do your best, right?”

Liang Zirui adjusted his white coat with a smile: “Of course, this is the bounden duty of our doctors.”

Although it is easy to say, Liang Zirui still feels very difficult in the face of Lu Shang’s serious illness.

He called together several experts, and after some discussion, he decided to give Lu Shang a membrane lung to sustain his life.However, extracorporeal membrane oxygenation can only win a few days, and if the operation is not performed in time, his life will not be extended in a few days.

After the plan was finalized, several doctors took turns to fight and worked hard in the operating room for a whole day, and finally stabilized the situation when it was dark. After the operation, Lu Shang had to be placed in the CCU for 24-hour observation, because he was in a deep coma. , unable to communicate with the outside world.

“Is Leon here?”

“Already on the plane, arriving tomorrow.”

Liang Zirui breathed a sigh of relief, turned his head and saw Li Sui standing outside the CCU, looking eagerly at the glass window, with mixed feelings in his heart.

His line of sight was blocked, and he could only see the monitor screen at the head of the bed from the window, but no one could be seen. Li Sui asked the nurse, and the nurse told him that family members were strictly prohibited from entering the intensive care unit, and even the medical staff had to swipe their permission card to enter.

He didn’t dare to bother Liang Zirui anymore, so he just stood guard outside the door, and leaned against the door for a while when he was tired.Probably because of being frightened this time, Li Sui couldn’t leave for half a step, and was always worried about what would happen to him as soon as he left Lu Shang.

After nightfall, the corridor became quiet, and the “didi” sound from the heart monitor in the room could be faintly heard. This sound was heard in Li Sui’s ears, which not only made his heart skip a beat, but also reassured him.

Liang Zirui came over in the middle of the night and found that Li Sui was still there. He just sat on the ground and fell asleep leaning against the door of the CCU. He looked soft-hearted for a while, paused for a while, and went to get a thick coat. and a germ-resistant suit, then wake him up.

“Liang—”

“Hush.” ​​Liang Zirui interrupted him, looked back at the nurse on duty, and after confirming that she had gone to make rounds, he handed the clothes to Li Sui, “Wear it for an hour, no more, don’t make a sound, Don’t let my uncle see it.”

After finishing speaking, he secretly opened the door for him with his authority card.

Li Sui thanked gratefully, wrapped himself tightly and slipped in.Even though he was fully armed, when he entered the door, Li Sui still felt a familiar aura rushing towards his face, he couldn’t help slowing down his pace, as if he was afraid of disturbing someone who was asleep.

Lu Shang was lying on a special hospital bed, covered with various instruments, his face was covered with an oxygen mask, his eyes were closed, his face was pale, and he was completely lifeless.If it weren’t for the flickering light at the bedside, he wouldn’t be sure whether it was a living person or a corpse.

Li Sui didn’t dare to shake his hand, so he lightly touched Lu Shang’s fingertips with his index finger through antibacterial gloves, a delicate touch came from the nerve endings, and the feedback from his brain told him that he touched Lu Shang’s fingertips. What is not an illusion, but a real entity.At that moment, Li Sui wanted to cry for some reason. He shrank his body and calmed down amidst the sound of “Didi” for a long time before he could endure the soreness in his throat.

He sat on the side of the bed, looking at Lu Shang’s pale cheeks, all kinds of emotions rolled in his heart, he opened his mouth, as if there were thousands of words stuck in his throat, but what he could say was the simplest sentence, which was also what he longed for the most : “Don’t leave me…”