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*[Location]: Flower market in *prefecture*, Japan

*[Time]: October 2***

*[holder]: **Philip

*[Archive Type]: Rebels [LAZY] event

*[Processing result]: Processed

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Hey guys, this is the first day I decided to do this voice recording.I think if you want to start a new life, if you can also start to develop a good habit at the same time, it is a good choice.

Although I don’t think anyone but my future self will listen to this recording, I’ll say what I want to record while my memory is clear.I am a person with ‘powers’, which is not a rare thing in this world now.Almost everyone has it, and people call this a ‘personality’.

However my abilities are somewhat special, I can’t even say it’s really ‘personality’ sometimes.I can see things that other people can’t see, and I don’t want to say it’s a ghost or something.In fact they are not like the ghosts in the movies, they can’t interfere in the real world, I can talk to them, but most of them only care about their own affairs.My abilities haven’t hurt anyone so far, but just as I said, I’m not sure it’s really a ‘personality’.

The people around me couldn’t be sure either.Although the doctor thinks it is indeed a ‘personality’, I can see in his eyes that I suspect that I am just a ‘no personality’ kid talking nonsense.In fact a lot of people think I’m a ‘personality’ and that being able to see ghosts is a lie I made up because I can’t accept this reality myself.In the end even my parents thought so.Because I kept telling them that there was a terrible ghost on the balcony at home, and I was scared.

They took me to see a psychiatrist.I admit that the psychiatrist did help me a lot.He finally confirmed that it was not my mental problem, but that I could really ‘see’.My parents, however, thought he was a quack and ended up going to another guy who said he could cure me completely, and then threw me in a mental hospital.

My life after awakening my ‘individuality’ was not very good.I still have some fond memories of the earlier years.At that time, I was still full of curiosity about the world, and I even thought that there would be many people who could see those ghosts like me.After all, this is a society of superpowers, so what is impossible?Although my parents are both Japanese, my ancestors are of mixed blood, so my family also calls me by my foreign name ‘Philip’.

When I was young, I would go with my parents to visit relatives in Sweden.Those were some of the best times of my life.I naively thought that my life would be so happy.However I was wrong.

I didn’t meet anyone who could see ghosts the way I did, and then people around me started getting fed up with my ‘lies’.Instead of laughing it off, they tell me to shut up.I don’t understand why they don’t want to admit that even though they accepted other, more bizarre ‘powers’, they still couldn’t accept my ‘power’.

Life in a mental hospital is not easy.That is not a regular nursing home, I am not living a life of taking medicine and looking up at the sky.In order to ‘cure’ me, the people in the hospital used various methods.Electric shocks, sex, beatings, verbal abuse…they tried everything and in the end I had to lie ‘I can’t see’.That was the first time I lied.

I started to learn to pretend.I don’t trust anyone I see.I’ll tell them I’m a ‘no personality’.This will make it easier for them to accept me.So I was finally released.My parents were happy, but I couldn’t feel any affection for them anymore.I left them… I was confused all day long, and finally one day, I met Destro.

Mr. Destro told me about the ‘crux’ of this world.People regard ‘supernatural power’ as a kind of ‘disease’.Therefore, even if it is called “personality” now, it is still impossible to truly accept it and allow people to use it at any time.It’s like people are afraid of my innate ‘power’.

Mr. Distro said that he wants to build a world where everyone can accept their own “powers”, and can use them boldly and make them public.He said I could join him if I wanted to.

I admit that part of the reason I agreed to him was because I had nowhere to go.But now I think he was right.When I saw the situation in *Flower Market, when the people here knew my ‘personality’ and accepted me, I knew he was right.I feel like this is the only place that will accept me, and I will do anything to protect this place.

Today is my first day living in *Flower Market.I think doing this recording every day is a bit too frequent, I’m not such a delicate person.Maybe next week next time.I wish I had something to say then.

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Hey future me.Half a month has passed since the first day I came to * Flower Market.I admit that I wanted to do another record in the middle, but I was too busy.Life here is not very easy, because not everyone understands Mr. Distro’s ideas, so we need to lurk and hide… Few outsiders come to *Flower Market, we have to be self-reliant.

But I feel good.After all, no one here sees me as a monster.I have had some strange dreams since I was a child. In the dreams, those usually harmless ghosts will turn into scary postures to threaten me, or turn into the appearance of people I am familiar with and people I like to seduce me.They want me to take them away.I don’t understand what they mean, where do they want to go?Every time I say no, they get annoyed, but when I wake up, they’re back to normal.

I got some help.Mr Destro said there were some doctors here who could help.He made sure that these doctors wouldn’t pretend to agree with me and put me on medication like the ones I’ve had before.I trusted Mr. Destro, so I went to meet one of them.

Dr. Kawasaki is a very gentle person.He has a wife who is as gentle as he is and a lovely daughter named Shangmi.As Mr. Destro said, Dr. Kawasaki accepted me.He doesn’t deny my ability, he believes what I say.He said that if we don’t understand it now, it doesn’t mean it is fake and wrong.He said he would help me figure out what my ‘personality’ really meant.

It’s the first time someone said that to me.For the first time someone believed in me and was willing to help me.Now I have the confidence to live.I am right.This is a place that accepts me, and I will protect this place.

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This is really incredible!Oh my god, I don’t know how to describe it!I know that I haven’t made a voice record for a month, and during this month I have gradually discovered my true strength!I never thought that I turned out to be such a powerful person, unbelievable!I used to envy those with strong personalities, like All Might or Andeva, but now I am stronger than them, yes, I am stronger than them!

Dr. Kawasaki suggested that I communicate with those ghosts.In normal times, they generally don’t listen to me.But in my dream, they will become chatty.I followed the doctor’s advice and talked to them, asked them questions, and I learned about my true ‘personality’.

I am the messenger of dreams, I can summon the power of dreams.When I am awake, I can also enter the dream world.And the dream world is full of possibilities.The ghosts started teaching me the powers, and when I started listening to them too, they became patient and knowledgeable.I learned those tricks, which allowed me to use those magical abilities even when I was awake.

I know that ‘personality’ generally cannot have multiples.Even that An Dewa’s son, it is only because his personality is ‘ice and fire’ that it gives people the illusion of having two personalities.And my ‘personality’ is very similar to his son, but I’m not limited to ‘two’.I can call wind and rain and lightning, and I can call fire and frost.I can even control a person or animal and make them obey me unconsciously.

Dr. Kawasaki was also amazed by my abilities.He told Mr. Destro and they were all excited.They say maybe it’s time for the Aliens to ‘liberate’ the world.I’m also happy that I’m finally useful to Mr. Destro and everyone at *Flower Market!As long as we have this power, as long as we have it, we can do anything!

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Hey…future me.I haven’t had a good time in the past half month.I mean, yes, I’ve gained a lot of power and finally unlocked the secrets of my personality, but I’m not as excited as I was when I first started.Because my subconscious is always telling me it’s very dangerous.My ancestors are mixed, and when I was a child, I used to go to Sweden to meet my older relatives.

Among them is an old woman, I like her very much.Although I don’t know what relationship she has with me specifically, but it’s probably an aunt or something.She would always show me the gadgets she made. Those strange things, which I had never seen before, attracted me like magic.Once, when I was playing with her, I mentioned my ‘personality’ and my ‘nightmare’.

Instead of questioning me, she warned me that everything in a dream cannot be trusted.She said that in ancient Sweden, there used to be a ritual to seek the ‘truth’ and ‘future’ from dreams, but in the end everyone who performed the ritual died unexpectedly.She warned me not to accept any temptations in the dream, which I didn’t understand then.

But I think I refused the requests of the ghosts in the dream at first because I subconsciously obeyed her warning.I regret that I didn’t listen to her… Now Dr. Kawasaki is starting to get weird. He wants to hear from me about the dream world day and night.He seemed a little fascinated.

His daughter, Naomi, told me that Dr. Kawasaki’s temperament has changed drastically. He is no longer so gentle and decent, and even beats his wife and Naomi.I feel like it’s my fault, I feel like… I seem to have brought something out of the dream without knowing it.

I’m so scared… I’m afraid this power will hurt me and others.Especially Shangmi, she is still a child, I can’t…can’t hurt her and her family.She doesn’t know anything, she doesn’t deserve this, I’m going to Mr. Distro, I’m going to ask him to help me end this.

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too late!It’s too late!My god… my god I don’t know what to do!Should the police be called? !But we’re fucking rebels!what should I do! ?I heard Naomi screaming and I thought I saw her mother get ripped apart and killed by something! !What should I do… I want, I want to save her!Save Naomi!That’s right!

I’m going!My God, it’s all crazy!So does Mr. Destro, so does Dr. Kawasaki, all of them!It’s all my fault, I shouldn’t have said yes to the ghosts, I understand what they mean when they say ‘leave’, they want to leave people’s dreams, they want to escape from dreams to reality, because they want so much, long for humans The… blood…

Today I really understand my ‘personality’, I am not a person with great power, the real point is not those wind and rain, but I am a ‘channel’, I can connect the real world and the dream world.Those ‘nightmares’ came to reality through me, and then…then they began their carnival feast…

I’m the one who killed everyone, oh my god, people were right from the start.I’m an arrogant bastard who doesn’t want to accept reality!I killed someone who was so kind to me, I killed Mr. Destro… I… I don’t know what to do, I can only save Naomi…

Mr. Destro had already started his plan, and he trusted me so much that he challenged those called ‘The Enemy Alliance’, and even managed to take their liaison officer hostage.But just when those ‘enemy alliances’ were about to come over and throw themselves into the trap, things happened, those things came.

They must have appeared a long time ago, just like what the supernatural army did before, they lurk in the city, and no one else can see them anyway, so they are unscrupulous.Dr. Kawasaki was the first one, I started to recall the moment when he changed, everything was so obvious, why am I only realizing the danger now?

Those things don’t act alone, they seem to have a leader, a… bigger guy.Now it’s deadly quiet outside, and everything is heard.Everything.I can’t even hear my own breathing.I’m terrified, but I have to… have to calm down.

At least get Shangmi out, at least…

If I don’t succeed, I’ll try to throw the recorder as far away as possible, hoping to find it when the hero or something finds something wrong.

If there was still deathly silence when you stumbled upon my recording, I must have failed.Get out of here, run, do nothing, you can’t do anything.

run!don’t come back!Never come back! !

This is a nightmare!It’s a nightmare…dominating this place!

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