As soon as he came to the bench and sat down, Osaki lay directly on Yuka’s lap.Now he doesn’t feel that the bench is dirty or anything, but lay there with a long sigh of relief: “Just let me rest for a while. It smells good.”
“…I’m sorry for making you so hard.” Youxiang raised her hand to touch his head, “But it’s very cold here. You can’t fall asleep.”
“Yeah.” Won’t fall asleep.With you here after all, I’ll try to wake up and remember the feeling.I am not Kagawa, I will forget, the feelings you left me will become blurred with time, but I don’t want them to become blurred, it is an uncontrollable forgetting, so people will continue to pursue What you want, thus forming a greedy nature.And I… just greedily yearn for your tenderness, always.
“Jizaki…”
“Can you give me your hand?”
“En.” Not caring about what she said interrupted, Youxiang stretched out her hand for him to hold.He could feel his temperature through the gloves, and it didn’t seem very warm.
“I thought about it… Give me that card. Since you want to play this kind of game with me, I have no reason to refuse. No matter what you want to do to me, I will accept it. I have become Such a hopeless fellow.”
“Don’t, don’t say that… If you don’t like it…”
“How could I not like it, I like it… I like everything you give me. It’s all different. Everything you give me is different. You’ve seen my dream, and you’re the only one with color in it Stuff. Anything you touch turns color. I can’t see anything without you. I just… I just said those things and I just wanted to push you away. I’m sorry. I I’m afraid that if you come closer again, I will… lose control of myself.”
I’m an excessive and nasty guy, and I’d like to lock you up where only I can see you.This way you won’t talk to other people, you won’t be coveted by others, and you will never leave me.I want to make sure of it, really make sure of it in my own way.But no, you will cry, you will not be happy…
And I love you so much… the way you look in the sun.So dazzling.That blinding light… really, really dazzling.Colors that have never been seen spread from the place where the light hits.As long as there is this light, I will not be completely swallowed by darkness.
Don’t come, don’t come, just be there.If you come again, you will be polluted by me, and you will be swallowed by me.Don’t come here again.
“Jizaki…don’t want me to come close anymore…I’m sorry, I don’t even know.”
“Ah… my Miss Youxiang…” Let me say something.Zhizaki sighed helplessly, “I can’t wait to create a negative distance with you. So don’t say such things anymore. I just long to be alone with you for a while. Can you satisfy me? I won’t occupy you For a long time, I also promise to try not to do anything excessive.”
“Try your best?” And what is the negative distance!You rascal!
“Haha…” I can only promise to try my best.Zhizaki said, “I just don’t want anyone to disturb us. At least a few minutes, we don’t need any unimportant people to disturb us. At least a few minutes, you belong to me. Okay? Can you promise me?”
“No~”
“No way… so sad. Why?”
“Ask why. Am I a pet, or a vase? Don’t describe me like that every time!”
“…” Really independent.I am so heartbroken.How I wish you could become my pet and vase… I’m thinking bad things.Mr. Zhizaki paused for a while, and then said, “Can you… hug me?”
“Do you feel uncomfortable?”
“Well. It seems that I can’t breathe…” It hurts.So sad.I’m so… so dark and dirty.It’s too late, everything is too late, the reason why I don’t take that card is because I know that even if I fill all the grids, I’m just a scumbag who uses a false mask to deceive you.I simply can’t do anything good, I can’t forgive the world at all.
I can’t resist the urge to revenge on it.Can’t resist the desire to clean it.I’ve been lying to you all this time, all the time… I’m sorry.I’m sorry Youxiang, I… can’t be a good person.There is no way to be normal.My ‘disease’ has never been better.Not all the time.
When he felt that he was about to be swallowed up by this feeling of guilt or other suffocating feelings, suddenly a warm temperature came from the position of his chest and heart.It seemed that a light shone in, just like the first time, that kind of incredible feeling spread.Once again the darkness was dispelled.Incredible, unbelievable, again.
“Don’t save me… You Xiang.”
“What nonsense. I will definitely save you.” Youxiang grabbed the hand he came up to, “You idiot. I have become stronger, very strong. Even if I fight you, I can do it. So… I can already save you. Then, just grab my hand.”
“But I want to save you too?”
“Saving people is the job of a hero. You, an unrepentant enemy, should wait to be saved.”
“…” That’s it.Is this all right?No… no.I’ve made up my mind, I’ve made up my mind a long time ago.On this side of darkness, I’ve come to protect you.That’s my decision, and it won’t change now.But it’s okay if you don’t know.Anyway, I’m a nasty enemy… Even if I hide such things from you, I won’t be blamed.Zhizaki turned over and hugged Youxiang: “Help me, Youxiang.”
“Ah.”
“Hold tight.”
“Ah.”
“I love you.”
“……Um.”
“I can’t become a good person anymore, I’m afraid I can’t be saved, but don’t give up on me, don’t leave me, don’t let me go…”
“What kind of willful and irresponsible words are that!!”
“I’m capricious and irresponsible! Are you going to abandon me?!”
“Don’t act like a pissed off daughter-in-law, you bastard!! Change it back! Change that cool repairer back to me!!”
“…Just let me act like a baby when you get this rare opportunity, Youxiang. Don’t be so strict.”
It really changed back in a second!What the hell is going on with this guy!Forget it…let me be self-willed a little bit.After all, you have endured a lot of my willfulness.Not as a hero, but as Youxiang, I want to save you.Wants to help you, wants to make you… feel the color and the sunshine.In this way, there will be no confrontation between heroes and enemies, only between people, called gravity or something… magical power.
——At the same time, a ward in Moriou General Hospital.
“Ai… Aizawa-sensei.” No problem, I said!Xin Cao just looked at his teacher’s appearance at this moment, and didn’t know how to describe it.
“Help. Shinsao.” Aizawa-sensei said words that Xinsao never imagined would come out of his mouth, “Don’t go!! Help me?!”
“How can I save it?!”
“Take these three children away!!”
“Where are you taking it!! And I’m still looking for Youxiang! I’m here just to ask if you’ve seen her!”
“Girlfriend is more important than teacher! Think clearly for me!!”
“Of course—” Xin Cao resolutely turned around and ran away, “Girlfriend is important!!”
“She is no longer your girlfriend!! Wake me up, brat!!”
“It’s too much, Aizawa-sensei!! You don’t want to poke someone’s sore spot like that!! Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!” He even used a bondage belt! !Before Shinsao could take two steps, he was caught by Aizawa-sensei with a restraint belt, “It’s too despicable, Aizawa-sensei!”
“It was you guys who abandoned me first!!”
Isn’t it just being caught by Eri and the others and being ‘styled’ for free!Who told you that you don’t pay attention to take care of your long hair!That soaring pull is quite suitable for you!Just accept your fate! !Um?
While Mr. Aizawa and Shinsao were still fighting, suddenly the fire siren sounded in the hospital. Because the sound was too harsh and sudden, the three little girls immediately hugged and were still being held by them just now. Dress up ‘Aizawa teacher.
“Is it on fire…it’s okay.” Teacher Aizawa also calmed down. He loosened the restraint belt in his hand, and then said, “Hold on to me. Let’s go out first. Fuck you.”
“Ah…um.” Suddenly became a reliable teacher.When Shinsao came back to his senses, he followed Mr. Aizawa who directly picked up the three children and walked out the door.Many people in the corridor came out when they heard the fire alarm, but because this is a hospital, there are still many people who cannot move in the ward.Anyway, let’s take Eri and the others outside first and then think about other things…
I originally thought so, but the alarm stopped halfway, and was replaced by the voice of the radio: “Patients, their families, and medical staff. Please don’t panic. The alarm just now was triggered by smoke, and it has been confirmed that it is from the third floor. It was caused by someone smoking in the stairwell. At present, the fire hazard has been ruled out, please do not panic. All patients and…”
Really irresponsible guy.Why do you smoke in the hospital?Teacher Aizawa breathed a sigh of relief, but the three children should be taken to other places quickly.Originally…they were led by that guy named Turing.As a result, when that guy was sent to the hospital for ‘healing’, he ‘survived’ because of ‘short hair’!When he was caught braiding, that guy ran away without a trace!Don’t let yourself find him again!
“Eri, Elise, and Xu Lun, I’d better send you back to the Hero Office.” Teacher Aizawa said, “Where did Xu Lun’s father go, and I will help you find out.” Dear Dad doesn’t know where he went, the current parents are really… so relieved!
“Ms. Aizawa, can we go to Yuka?” Erika tugged at Aizawa’s clothes, she said, “I want to show you the bow.”
“It’s fragrant… I don’t know where she is, but at night, she will definitely come back to participate in the barbecue meeting.” Definitely come back.There is something to eat, the little girl will never miss it.Aizawa-sensei said, “Let your heart worry brother go find her now. OK?”
“Hmm… Aizawa-sensei. Yuka, is she okay?”
Why did you suddenly ask such a question… Aizawa-sensei looked at Eri who lowered her head, and then at Shinsao.What’s wrong with that little girl?He expressed that too.Shinsou paused for a moment, then knelt down and looked at Eri, he said, “I’m sorry… Eri. Yuka may be… going through a difficult and embarrassing situation.”
“It really is… that’s it. When she saw Youxiang, she stopped laughing.”
“Well, you can see that too.” Eri is a gentle child… Xinsao replied, “We all want to help her. But some things need to be overcome and solved by people themselves to be considered real It’s solved. I don’t know if this is a bit incomprehensible to you… But the only thing we can do now is to be by her side, and then when she is about to fall, save her, give her a hand, just Like all heroes would do, behind the scenes, silently, believing in her strength, guarding her.”
“It’s like…youxiang saved me.”
“Yeah. Like she saved you.”
“I also want to tell Youxiang…she doesn’t need to be afraid of anything!”
“Yeah. I see. I want to tell her that too.”
“Whatever she wants to do…it doesn’t matter. I… hope Youxiang can do what she wants to do!”
“I hope so too… Thank you, Eri.”
“Take…take good care of her, Mr. Xinsao.”
“…Mmm. I see.” Eri actually told her.Because she made incredible friends and saw incredible miracles, she must have grown up.Everyone is moving forward, but what about myself…have I grown a little too?Shinsao smiled and said, “Leave it to me. I will take good care of her.”
You want to save so many people who are in darkness.Whether it’s the enemy alliance or Zhisaki’s return.Even Hong Jiao Dong, and Bao Hao.Things that have a dark side or a gray area, you want to use your power to illuminate that.But have you ever thought that your light is so, so weak, and so crumbling.Who will protect you from letting it go out?Who will save you who might be swallowed up?
I’ll be there, I’ll protect it forever, never go out.I’ll make it even brighter.
Don’t worry, don’t be afraid.I will protect you, I will… save you.
So, there is incense, mine is fragrant… Take a break and come to me.Even if it’s just for a moment.Take a little rest, lay down all arms, all vigilance, all worries.Just by my side, rest well.I want to be someone who can make you do that.That’s the hero I… want to be.
“Okay, now let’s go back to the office with Mr. Aizawa.”
“You can be regarded as a bit promising, boy.”
“Ms. Aizawa, are you praising me?”
“I’ll praise you for helping me take care of the baby.”
“Then lend you the person in the tortoise and take the children to play with it.”
“Although I don’t know what you’re talking about, I still think it’s a trap. I don’t want it, you take it.”
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Today, Guigui was disliked because of some people who lived in without authorization.
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